I don't like being cancelled on.  It makes me feel as if people think both me and my time are worthless and unimportant.  It's as if they have better things to do, but still expect me to be waiting there when they decide I'm good enough to hang out again with or talk to.  And I'm not just talking about the being cancelled on anymore.  I'm talking also about people who randomly cut me out of their lives or stop talking to me.  Or the people who only talk to me when they want something.  I'm better than that!  I don't deserve to be treated as if my time and my efforts are worth nothing.

If people have to cancel for a good reason, I understand.  But if they say "it's more convenient this way" and just leave it like that with barely any explanation...well I feel as if they're playing me.  They just expect me to be free when they are.

Maybe I should just stop being so petty and let things flow.  You just gotta wonder what people think about you don't ya?  At least I wonder.  I want to know, but at the same time I don't.  I want to know whether I am being used or whether people actually like me.  I guess its hard to know.  Of course they're all just after me for my big breasts. 
Just kidding.  I hope....

People are confusing but I guess there's nothing I can do about it. Just trust my instincts and hope I don't get too hurt.  Again.